L. Okura
L. is 28 years old.
She is the Ukulele Player of NSFL.
L. is also known as "Lu".
L. is located in London at Van Hoes.
L. likes to exercise at the gym during off hours and is trying to improve skill in order to get ahead professionally.
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| Days Active: 2323 days |
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not a hot mama, just a hot mess.
I'm kinda helpless, and I need you
Sing to me
'Cause I'm not doing well
How many days of feeling sorry for herself until it was long enough?
She wasn’t counting, but it didn’t take a genius to realize that she should’ve given herself a little more time since she and Adam made the decision to ‘undo’ what she hated to think of as a mistake, but struggled to see as anything else even after they’d talked it through.
And she hadn't just talked about it with him, either, though his opinion meant everything when she took the pill that she was given. She told just about anyone who would listen that the timing wasn’t right: her friends listened and Lu was grateful for it, but deep down, it was like she wanted someone to tell her that she would regret it.
Because in some ways, she did, and knowing that the abortion was a decision they made together didn’t mean she felt any less guilty about it.
“Please pick up, please pick up,” she chanted the words as she pressed her phone to her ear and waited for the line to connect. It was the middle of the night in London and the sleepy sound of Adam’s voice when he answered meant she’d woken him up, but all of her guilt was reserved for the baby they chose not to have and she was a blubbering mess as she crouched in the bushes outside Ariadna’s house where a fucking double baby shower was taking place.
“Yeah. I had too much to drink- threw up and everything,” she was slurring her words and trying not to look at the pile of puke she left in the flowers only a few feet away.
“It’s crazy. Nobody’s doing anything wrong: just celebrating and, like, losing their minds over cute little onesies and shit but I’m not-" She hiccuped. "-meant to be here?” That sense of wrongness wouldn't go away overnight, but it didn't stop her from wishing that it would.
Posted 4/26/2024, 7:00 PM
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